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Log 5

20/6/2025

I just have realised that no one is going to come to this blog and honestly. Thats a good thing. When i write in real diaries, either my mom, dad, or sister reads it and i am tired of fighting them about it. So i like this logs. 

At first i tried to be a profesional you know adding images etc. but now that i know that no one is going to read these in the age of Ai. I feel happy, i can be raw and honest here.

But if you are reading this. Good luck. This is a raw look into my life.

I have started improving again. I have prayed. Cleaned my room and body. I am tired of living like a pig. Its still day one thoug. I will try to journal every day. I mean i want to everyday. Having my notes like this. There is a hope that one day someone will see this and say "Damn he is pathetic" and see as i change into a better man. Inshallah.

Here is a screenshot of my daily todo. 
I will try to complete all of them every day. I am tired of wasting my life. I be among the good men.

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