Thoughts Of Juber

Played PUBG or bgmi now india after a long time. My attention span is so bad I can barely play the battle royal. It's so slow. I always loved the First person view but no one else did. I just find the fpp mode more immersive. I turned off the master Volume because it's annoying. Either I watch YouTube or Play my playlist in the background. This is a decent game not gonna lie. Here is the link for my  Music .

I hate America so much. I hope everyone who supports america gets their mother raped by those Americans. People who hate their culture and think the Shit eating Americans are superior. Y'all deserve to get crushed under a rock. Y'all should lose your Freedom and get raped everyday. Go fuck yourself. I hate you so much. I hope you die and rot in hell...but I can't decide that... only god can... astagfirullah...whats... control...

Here are my Predictions about America, Europe and the entirety of West. This is an educated guess and I can be completely wrong. In the next 10 years America and Europe can come together and become friends. But let's be real. This won't be happening anytime soon. Let's continue. Decline of Democracy And Freedom: As the people in the West lose faith in in their entire system and societies. This will happen as the people in power are not Open anymore. They will not admit mistakes and keep exploiting the common man. Hence the the government will become more Authotarian to control the people. This is already happening in Germany, France, United Kingdom and American. Euthanisation of People: I believe this is happening most in Canada. People are killing themselves over nothing and the government is letting it lose because it's profitable for the rich people and themselves. I believe this will spread in the West soon. Civil Wars: As the governments sees their own ...

This image is from the server where I am catfishing everyone. I have to learn how to do female voice in my free time so soon I can talk with them in vc with the Swedish accent. I really like their company. I am using AI to make up my story as a Swedish girl. And using images of a girl from discord in another server...just so they accept me? No it's mostly for my amusement. I have to pray today again. I gotta get more disciplined in that case. I am getting this urge to just kill and torture people. What isreal is doing in Palestine? Yea that level. I want to cook people alive. I want to decapited women and plant their heads on the poles. But on whom? The fuvkin Americans. I hate them so much. But I hate them not because they are bad. I hate them because hating them is easy. Which I believe I have to stop because this much Hatred is eating me inside. I time to time think about raping them. My entire body tenses up. My sister always asks "brother what happened?" ...

The Above image is from the Minecraft server I have joined with my Alt Personality. I have come to accept my darkness and diabolical thoughts. It's more freeing this way. I don't hate myself that much anymore. I have started praying again. Even though my screen time haven't improved much. I say whatever I say now. I am so focused on dates due to my ocd. If one day is not perfect I give up on the entire thing because it's not perfect. I am trying to stop that now. Anyways my future posts will be the kind of a crazy person. I don't care anymore. I will put my thoughts here. Assalamualaikum. Log end

Completed all tasks ones again. Tommorow will go to pray. As it's Friday. Now I go to sleep early so I can pray early in the morning. Allahumma barik. And Yes mom cooked beef today. Peak as usual. Log End